G-d pull me out

Isn't life interesting? Isn't it full of surpises? Don't you always end up in the same place feeling the same way? Very possibly. As I sit here listening to Damien Rice and reading an e-mail from a friend talking about the awesome things G-d's doing in his life i'm not sure if it's the music, the shame of my own lacking faith or a mixture of both, but it's bringing me close to tears. Blurry eyes don't seem so bad when all you can see is darkness anyway, not that i've cried for years. G-d pull me out of here. I know you already have, help me believe it.