G-d is good

We expect change to happen without being implemented, what foolishness.

The busyness of life carries me away from G-d and I expect Him to pull me back, He calls my name every day and I don't turn back untill crisis hits. A message from a friend, a realisation, a stream of thoughts, it all came flooding in today and I realised I need to sit in G-d's presence, spend time with Him, first and foremost, that comes before everything, Jesus have mercy on me.

G-d's been speaking to me about self image recently, how I view myself and I'm starting to realise the ugly picture my eyes paint when they look upon my own reflection. Wrong perspective led to a huge lack of self respect and ultimately to me ripping myself a part in my mind. I want to be the best of what G-d made me to be, after all He made me, what potential His creation holds, something deeper than human eyes can see. I will be the best of me.
The beard is gone, I'm not hiding anymore. I look upon my face and I tell myself G-d created it and how then can I hide it? Why would I want too? I even tried to overcome my fear of clothes shops, I got no further than standing outside a door, but surely intention is progress.
G-d is always good, I say it a lot, it's true. G-d is good!