I'm starting to wonder why i continue to write this when no one ever reads this. I used to find it comforting to have this place to just type and express and wever people read it or not made no difference to me. I guess now I feel cut off from people and words lost to no recipitents seems to be a common experience and another place to do this is just growing tiring. Why am I still writing? I don't know why I do a lot of things.

Anyway I just came on to type up some lyrics to a song I wrote today. The basics of the music's written and with some work and recording over the summer with the help of my friend kevin (kevknight) and maybe a few others it should be ready for peoples ears, if that's how they choose to use them, so this is it. It's called "Like Fire"

I hope Peace finds you, if it does maybe you could send some my way, i'd like that.

"Your name rolls of my tongue like fire,
and I'm flying towards the sun, I'm flying higher.
I can't see the ground but I know I'll be there soon.
I know I'm heading down, I know I'll be there soon.

I tried to talk to you but you had nothing to say,
I didn't really listen to you and it's just aswell because you had nothing to say.
I tried to speak to you but you just walked away,
I didn't follow you there was nothing more to say.
I watched you head for the ground and I know that's my fate too,
I watched you head for the ground and thought what the hell........... I will follow you.

Your name rolls off my tongue and they say it's like fire but I'm not so sure,
Your name rolls of my tongue but if it was like fire I think I'd feel something more.

So I'm just gonna get away and leave this place behind,
i'm just gonna get away to some place people can't find,
to some place people can't see, they can't see me.

But didn't you promise me that there would be another way,
I think you did, I think you did.
Didn't you promise me you would never let me wander away,
I think you did, I think you did.
Didn't you promise me that YOu love me,
i know you do, i know you do"

There's a lot of "I"'s in there, am i entirely self consumed?
i think there's hope in there somewhere, search for it if you care.
Peace, whatever that means.