Life is just busy all the time, a steady mix of things you want to do and things you have to do, and i don't seem to have too many problems finding that balance i don't think, i am relatively productive while still loving my life. But my head gets so clouded! i feel like the artistic side i love to express is just getting squashed. It says in the bible "do not quench The Holy Spirit". Seeming i believe that anything truly beautiful i do or say is a result of The Holy Spirit, then this quenching is definitely happening. I came today to spend the mandatory time with G-d i am trying to enforce myself into and approached it just like another check list to get through for my day, i am done with this, i think G-d is done with this. Through the noise i've let inside my mind i heard him speak, he told me to be quiet, to be still, to stop trying to get through a prayer list or a section of scripture and just sit. So from now on, that's what i'll do each day, just sit in silence, for ten minutes, half an hour, 3 hours, however long seems right. If he then tells me to pray for someone or read a scripture i will, but that's up to Him and not a result of my futile attempts to climb to heaven on a rope of dirty rags. Jesus have mercy on me and may He bless you.
Peace be with you.
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