If time didn't fill up so fast my posts here would be longer and more frequent. I hate the rush of life right now, it does more than cause me to run for busses or wolf down my breakfast, it clouds my mind. I forget things, I mess up things and that seems to be getting me in to a lot of trouble at the moment. Worst of all I just can't prioritise, I struggle to pray and I can't really evaluate my perception on the important things because I can't understand it, I can't order my thoughts, it's all just a cloudy mess.
I miss long walks, I miss sitting and reading or praying or thinking or listening to music or chatting or just being. I miss being and am sick of all this doing.
G-d cut through the cloud, give me space, give me light.
Shalom.
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