Something dangerous and easy to do when you believe there's a G-d is load off all your responsiblility for decisions on Him. I often find myself waiting and hoping for a sign to tell me where to go next or what to do next when infact you just need to take a chance and see what happens otherwise you could be endlessly waiting.
I've had this feeling with me over the last few years like I need to step out, leave, make a change, jump or something but I never know how to act on it. Like I'm waiting for something to happen but when it comes down to me making it happen I don't know what it is so I'm stuck, feeling almost trapped.
I especially feel this with music, It's like I'm waiting for the right band members to come along but there's no one, how can you start a band when there's no one round to start it with, there's nothing I can do to make it happen because I can't find people who don't exist but I have this constant feeling like I need too.
I'm tired of this feeling, I'm tired of this place and I'm tired of waiting.
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