i could be so

Find the girl with beauty far greater than she could ever realise and she doesn't.
Whatever evil has dragged her out here is the reason she's left her guard down. she'll let you in tonight and you wont have to sleep alone.
When you turn the music up real loud, people only speak when they have something to say, small talk is for small minds and mine is full of ever widening despair with thoughts of you exposed.
This is not my home but i'll make the most of it while i'm here, if you don't smile they pry deeper and my mind is full of ever widening despair with thoughts of me.....alone,
but this is not about me, it's about who i could be.

hope is but a fading dream part 2

With the last year quickly gone, time was fast moving on and no matter how hard i tried, it was leaving me behind.
she had circles in her eyes, so i drew between the lines, put her ambitions down to rest, each day she loved me less and less.
i took a flower from the field rubbed it in my wounds till they healed and though it smelt so sweet, we were a step closer to defeat.
i watched you turn, i watched you sway as the wind carried you away, i'd been holding on so tight, now you're gone i feel so light. So much noise so much quiet, like a library and a riot, mix the two in to one, that how i feel now you're gone.
Another day waiting for your call, but i hear nothing atall, wasting time on distant hope is the only way i cope.