Wednesday, 12 March 2008
Wednesday, 5 March 2008
eyes down
I keep these eyes to the ground so no one can see inside, eyes once so wide open but now my heart is battered and bruised. I can't take another lonesome fall.
They tell me there's a love that can break through this barrier, but you seem so distant, and i know i'm the one to blame but my strength has run out so could you shoulder a little blame?
She looks so warm as i watch her from afar and wander, could she be the one to revive my heart? As she draws closer i found myself...... looking down again.
I'd like nothing more than to see her face but i can't take another rejection and i don't believe i could ever be accepted, not any more. So is this where it ends? A lifetime in this childish phase, i see the days pass me by knowing it could be so different, but too afraid to make the step and too confused to know which way to make it anyway.
Could you please give me a little strength and guide me along the way, cause i don't wanna waste another day.
"You can all the strength you need my child, just follow me and you'll be ok"
They tell me there's a love that can break through this barrier, but you seem so distant, and i know i'm the one to blame but my strength has run out so could you shoulder a little blame?
She looks so warm as i watch her from afar and wander, could she be the one to revive my heart? As she draws closer i found myself...... looking down again.
I'd like nothing more than to see her face but i can't take another rejection and i don't believe i could ever be accepted, not any more. So is this where it ends? A lifetime in this childish phase, i see the days pass me by knowing it could be so different, but too afraid to make the step and too confused to know which way to make it anyway.
Could you please give me a little strength and guide me along the way, cause i don't wanna waste another day.
"You can all the strength you need my child, just follow me and you'll be ok"
an artists pain
My dreams are like a rainbow made from tears and the light in my eyes but the closer i get the further they move away and they're gone when the sunlight fades.
There's someone in the distance following the same road as me, but these tired legs hold me back, the closer i get the further they move away and they're gone when the sunlight fades.
My fingers are freezing as i turn these ideas in to something tangible but i can't trust my mind to retain anything these days, it just slips down in to my heart where it's lost forever more.
The door was open to her but she was so right not too step inside where she'd of been closed up and lost forever more.
She used to watch me walk that gravel path towards her house but how she's closed the door and i'm lost forever more.
Atleast you can't get lost when you're walking in circles i say and you look away and reply, "the only way out is to let someone inside."
There's someone in the distance following the same road as me, but these tired legs hold me back, the closer i get the further they move away and they're gone when the sunlight fades.
My fingers are freezing as i turn these ideas in to something tangible but i can't trust my mind to retain anything these days, it just slips down in to my heart where it's lost forever more.
The door was open to her but she was so right not too step inside where she'd of been closed up and lost forever more.
She used to watch me walk that gravel path towards her house but how she's closed the door and i'm lost forever more.
Atleast you can't get lost when you're walking in circles i say and you look away and reply, "the only way out is to let someone inside."
scared out of my mind
A brave face on and words too match, this is not the end it's just the next step.
It's not that i don't trust Him, it's just i'm scared out of my mind, 'cause my mind's a scary place to be.
i remember the days we thought this would never end, travelling across the country in worn and battered cars, we were on top of the world.
Must i carry this on alone when we've fought to get this far? 'cause i don't think i have what it takes, but i'm not ready to give up now. So i'll just be grateful for the times we've shared and the way you've shaped the future for this, and i'll do my best too keep it alive.
It's not that i don't trust Him, it's just i'm scared out of my mind, 'cause my mind's a scary place to be.
i remember the days we thought this would never end, travelling across the country in worn and battered cars, we were on top of the world.
Must i carry this on alone when we've fought to get this far? 'cause i don't think i have what it takes, but i'm not ready to give up now. So i'll just be grateful for the times we've shared and the way you've shaped the future for this, and i'll do my best too keep it alive.
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